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[08 Nov 2005|04:24pm] |
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okay you shudl all pretty much knwo that by now i hate liars...llike more than anything and by liar i mean thigns that are lying even if you could get away with saying that you werent lying...becasue ist stuill lying? rigth anyway
this weekend was good nothing much happened friday party at mols!!!! always good times kel was kinda upset liek so that wasnt cool but im inlove with robbiess guitar mad skills and garden state loving nes..haha whatever hes a cool guy lydiaas ass...probly still bruised jake chugged salsa??? im a pyro? you know the usual etc etc
saturday so longg....went to ono then me and mol went and bougt underear cause were cool and actualys he bought me underwear so we haev matching underwear causie take veryoento buy their first thongs hahaha and then ohHH MANN i hate underwear that say things but there were these red wones and they ahd snow manon themand hes like saying Babyi ts cold outside and theyre sooo amaing and so i broke my no underwear with words ruel but it was worthit and then we got the best lunch EVER and then i toook her home and then i did nothign and theni babysat and uh..came home watched a movie? that was cool
sunday me and kym went to starve rock and talked and stuff...yeah then i did nothing...NOTHING for about 15 hourss and nate started fighting about nothing accpet through the entire fight i wasnt mad really because we werent fighting abot anythignebcasue there was nothignto fight about? so really he was fighting..and i was sitting ther tryignto tell him that hes being rediculosu adn then he was teeling me thati never try to talkto himor call him and eveyrthign my fault becasu ei make no attempt at anythign so that cool godo to know and then i told himwhenhe grows up he can callme and he said fine one lastthing i ahve to think about wich is also cool glad imso easily forgotten:):) haha and then i went to lydias and me and lyd and mol went around doign crazy shit and saying hi to people and we went to rich's to say hey and then to carlos and thento tony so me and tony and calro and mol and lydai were reeking havok onperu and thne moly hadda go home and then i trok mol adn lyd and carlo hoem and me and tone were bored so we drove aroudnadn then we stopped over and said heyto jer casue we were inteh neighborhood and nate got pissed off and his dad askes me if he and i were figtignandi said i guess butimnto fightignwith anybody and then yeah me and tone left after like 15-30 mna nd went to his house and talke don Im adn then we were playing madden and i was totlay kicking tonys ass rigth(not really ) and thenhis parent were liek NO GIRLS UPSTAIRS and me and tony was liek ITS AMY!!!!!!!! and they were liek shes a girl and tony was liek eww and so yeah i left and talked onthe phone with mylove for 500 year and acidently took advil substutue and im sooo sickk and that was sunday night monday i slept for 5000 years i dotn even thinki got on Im at all i mightve? who knows buti otn remmerbifi did
anyway so tonight theres jazz badn firsoenever thats awesome then i might go to the y but ims till relalysick so maybe not but im gonna go eat dinner....
note to self:
need to talk to mikey oh and lydia
lying assholes can fuck themselves
need bigger cd case
need job
at subway or sam goody
HAIRCUT FRIDAY-shaving it
lockin with tom and mikey and katy and whoever starve rock after probly cant go remember to tell them
thanskgiving this weekened!!!! keep forgetting
get to see lisa and sara!!!
need to get better
need to talk to lisa shell be soooo proud of me
liars still suck
bad terms nows your chance
youre dumb if you fall for it
im dumb cause i thought things were different
im done
ps doesnt everyone love my backround!!!
This glass house is burning down.
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[19 Oct 2005|09:34pm] |
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I love you too.:)
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[12 Oct 2005|10:58pm] |
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Fuck You=)
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| Lately<<italisized! |
[10 Oct 2005|03:49am] |
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Lately I've been wishing I had one desire,
Something that would make me never want another,
Something that would make it so that nothing matters,
All would be clear then
But I guess I'll have to settle for a few brief moments,
And watch it all dissolve into a single second,
And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet,
Or one foolish line
'Cause that's all that you'll get,
So you'll have to accept,
You are here ,
Then you're gone
I believe that lovers should be tied together,
Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather,
Left there to drown,
Left there to drown in their innocence
But as for me I'm coming to the final chapter,
I've read all of the pages and there's still no answer,
The only words before I know will soon come after,
It’s the only way it can be.
So I stand in the sun,
And I breathe with my lungs,
Trying to spare me the weight of the truth,
Seeing everything you've ever seen was just a mirror,
Spend your whole life sweating in an endless fever,
Laying in a bathtub full of freezing water,
Wishing you were a ghost
But once you knew a girl and you named her Lover,
And danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summers
But autumn came,
She disappeared,
You can't remember
Where she said she was going to
But you know that she's gone,
Because she left you a song,
That you don't wanna sing
Singing: I believe that lovers should be chained together,
Thrown into a fire with their songs and letters,
And left there to burn,
Left there to burn in their arrogance
But as for me I'm coming to my final failure,
I've killed myself with changes trying to make things better,
But still ended up becoming something other,
Than what I had planned to be
All right!
Now I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers,
And laid entwined together on a bed of clovers,
And left there to sleep,
Left there to dream of their happiness.
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| it's what you do to me |
[28 Sep 2005|05:37pm] |
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this is the piont where we really differeintiate...or however you spell that. im so sick of this that i cant even put it into words I'm done. Soo done, and that's where it ends.
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you know what people if your going to talk about me freaking do it to my face...youre not perfect...im just as good as you and so is everyone else...i never had problem with you before now don't even look at me the wrong way because i'ev had it with you!
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fucking rediculous...its funny how things change..i wish i was half the person i used to be...and i miss the old time even though they were messed up as hell i miss them..
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i have to go i have about five minuts in between everything tonight and i felt like blowing off steam so there we go?..but i have to go, again...
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[25 Sep 2005|10:58pm] |
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i hate finding out bad news about people i love...and knowing its my fault....it's all my fault:(
i'm sorry i wasn't there for you when i shouldve been
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| summer's over... |
[15 Aug 2005|08:33pm] |
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so we start school tomorrow watch me jump for joy...i can't say this summers been fun and be telling the truth so im not going to haha...it wasnt really a break since i was getting up at 7 everyday and going to working all the time...i didnt even get to see hlaf of my friends...i had so much that i wanted to do we had it all planned like the party like we mightve planned that before school was even over i think? and i didnt even get to go..i met a lot of new people which is cool. the entire summer ive pretty much been in a fight with nate or hes wanted to die so thats good!! i guess were not talking anymore i told him he seems happier without me, and i cant fight all the tiem with him anymore i dont llike leaving it like this but its not going anywhere so i guess were ognan stop talking? which is a pretty stupid way to end 4? years of friendship whatever if im sucha good friend like he said i was then im sure he knows where to find me if he really wanted (dont hold your breath). I'll never trust doug again whats worse is he doesnt thinkhe did anything wrong? i cant even talk to him i know he thinks im going to but..im not im so sick of all of his shit and this just ends it...im sure he wont really mind since doug pretty much thinks im annoying or whatever i dont care all that much because hes an ass and he treats me like shit he doesnt care how i feel nothing i say to him matters and hes a giant spaz so whatever. i wish i could go back, i hate it here so much that me making it through anothing 3 years is looking like its not gonna happen...lisas leaving fro school soon=( i hate it when she leaves i dont know what im gonna do everythings so out of control that without her i might lose my head....im so worried about sara...idk im done rambling i need food i havent eaten all day
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I'm so worried about you=(
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I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're alwaye right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even more when you make me cry.
i hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
but mostly, I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close,
not even a little,
not even at all.
^ great movie
update: i need to screammmm
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| well i think its safe to say its been awhile |
[25 Jul 2005|11:37pm] |
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You know when you come to the piont in your life when the things that used to matter, that you want to matter...that should matter...just dont mean anything anymore...i used to think that it only happened once but i see how wrong i was.. people go through amazing lengths for the ones they love..do unbelievable things they never thought they could do...evreytime i moved when my parenst got devorced when peoepl that i loved died when i lost friensd when i got new friends...everything changes people change...but at the same time nothing ever does, evryone, everythings the same-always...you cant change who you are, your soul (?i think thats what thats called haha)...you just cant...you might get differnt views onthings act different, be differnt but you can never change who you are...i know someone once who let something consume him...and ive loved him through all of it even if he wouldnt have changed i wouldve loved him but i knwo that he cares that he wants to be there because hes changed for me...thats love..i nevre realized..sometimes who he used to be shows through and i knwo hes not proud of what he did but i wish he knew how much i loved him how much i always will...and i hope he does...anyway when the things that used to matter always matter...thats how you tell theyre real..i gues i dont have piont i dunno if that makes any since or if anyone will even know who its about ha...idk if i really care haha
so my mom being her wonderufl self invaed my pricay completely and read my journals i dont really care because she shoudlve asked me about it before overreacting i dotn think she knows i knwo she read it? hell she could be reading it right now..but all my journals have ever really been was a thing to vent especaily theones aout her since she does indeed drive me crazy...anyway were not getting into that yesterday was my birthday and i was grounded and am groudned for the next freaking week which is wonderful!! but if anyone wants to do something after call my cell the number is 252-5149 i havent really had much of a summer break so fun would be muchly appriciated haha...
ps-the other day i read my journal just like the last one i wrote and i was like god do i alwasy sound llike depressed whiney little bitch..i annoyed my self it was bad haha...someone shoulda told me
pss- i didnt check or go back and read that at all so if it doesnt make sicne or is typed badly uh...lo siento!
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| its been forever |
[09 Jul 2005|05:37pm] |
It could all be so simple
But you'd rather make it hard
Loving you is like a battle
And we both end up with scars
Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will
Is this just a silly game
That forces you to act this way
Forces you to scream my name
Then pretend that you can't stay
Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will
No matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know
It ain't workin'
It ain't workin'
And when I try to walk away
You'd hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy
This is crazy
I keep letting you back in
How can I explain myself
As painful as this thing has been
I just can't be with no one else
See I know what we got to do
You let go and I'll let go too
'Cause no one's hurt me more than you
And no one ever will
Care for me, care for me
I know you care for me
There for me, there for me
Said you'd be there for me
Cry for me, cry for me
You said you'd die for me
Give to me, give to me
Why won't you live for me
so i remembered this song....thought id copy and paste it because well itsa good song? mmm.. sicne theres no way to write down evreything thats happened...and i dont really know if im even sure im not even going to try...idk what i want anymore everything i thought i knew was all...wrong
I'm sorry for what i'm not sure but i am so sorry....
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[08 Jun 2005|12:54am] |
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When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just watch and learn
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
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[01 Jun 2005|08:16pm] |
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 well that woudl be mollys phone in my pants haha.... chances reaction "IT"S STCIKING STRAIGHT UP!" indeed it is...
 awee look at how cute chance is hah no joke i really love that picture of him..oh and uh....LYD what the hell you doing!? Anna nicole? haha
 right....to the blackmail then...that would be me in the stall of the movie theatre in lydais skirt (actutally everything i was wearing was lydias coughthats whyidonthaveabraon hah!) and mollys pants....sortly after i was depantsed in front of a bunch of guys it was great (thanks mol!, for that JERK)
 mm whats wrong with my face?? haha sunglass poses....in the middle of the mall..oh no
 (before mollys pants got ahold of me)
okay this picture is never to leave my journal! because its just not going to...hah at least molly deleted the movie....what was i doing...your guess is as good as mine...haha
so i worked all day....ill be doing a lot of that because ill start drivers ed soon..llike monday? haha so make sure you ask me to do somethign on days i have off! oh man...little kids are soo stupid....i man i knew people were stupid but these kids...WOW..anyway...brett and i almost died.... we have an hour break and so brett was going to come here anyway so he just gave me a ride(actually doug volunterred himtog ive me aride but you know ahah)..and so we were stuck behind an old slow man and we pulled off into back roads and we had nothing but on the other street there was yeild sign...and some gril on a cell phone going like 80 mph ran through it and came like two feet from hitting us and brett swerved and my heart stopped..it was a good time! ....people are so freaking stupid..anyway i havent really eaten dinner so im gonna go do that....let me know if you wanna hang out some time
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so last nigth i ended up going to cats, we hung out, played poker, ate cake thati made her...for her birtdahy which is in october..dont ask haha....it was really good if i do say so myself...then jackie got there and we were watchign pretty woman...and then we played fooseball and pool and danced around..at somepiont we went outside and looked at stars which consisted of all three of us laying in mound of blankets and sleepign bags inthe middle of her driveway...."fuck me crazy"...now that was just hilarious..so we went inside taught jackie how to play poker...um...hahaha which ended in making mixed drinks...so were sittingthere and were liek cat make somethign good to drinka nd so she gose and comes back with the purleish glass and starwberry bannans ona decorated tooth pick...after that it was on..itened wiht my getting eveyrithg i coudl find in her frig and making shit...and so the last shot we took was a mix of orange juice, apple juice, and blue gator ade....which was the grossest thing ive ever taste i coudl barely swollow it and at some piont her dad called her phoen..i thinkit was liek 4:30 inteh morning..and hewas like youve stretched it to far tonigth catherine..and hung up ion her? and we jsut wen t on oru marry little way makign dirnk..which werent alcoholic at all but i bet we ocudlve fooled a few peoepl with some one them..espeacly the green one...which was also very disgusting..haha but yeah....we took about 10 shots of whatever.... and then i bet all of my money in and lost it all (alli had was ace high i was sick of playing)..and became ofical shot maker.....o thats deffinetly not in order....of how it happened...becasue i am soo tired right now...hahaha but yeah then we washed the dishes and tey yelle dta us!! ive noticed that cat and i get introuble for doing the rigth thing a lot of them itmre..haha especaily when were together...anywya they thought we were drinking actual alcohol...which we werent...it probably just sounded lliekit cause at 4..5 in the morning...we just sounded drunk..you wouldve had to be there..but yeah so she sprobably in trouble...be casue we got sick of drinking gator ade and decided to switch it up!..anyway today we dropep dof our band uniforms and wahtnot and washed cats doga nd had a massive water fight..yeah i had a white shirt on thanks for soaking me cat!!!!! by the way!..good thing jims oblivious and there were no other guys around...anyway....i thinki havea welt fromthe one you threw at me...and if i dotn it still hurts....but yeah icame hoem whenever and bummed around ate and fell alsep got on talked to whoever...molly gavce me thes epictures from awhile back...that are hialirous and im debating whether or not i should put them in here since therye serious black mail against me haha.....if enough people wanna see them i spose i will..let me know i guess? sorry for my rambling on that i imagen it was pretty bad...and way im off thursday let me know if you wanna do something wednesday nigt or thursday during the day! or whenever cause usually im bored doing nothing here
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[25 May 2005|09:30pm] |
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so ive had lifegaurd training all week and i missed band picnic but oh well..so monday? then lydia came over and ended up spending the night that was fun...the next day we got up early went to her house she made me a lunch while i did my homework in like 5 seconds haha...then we walked to the school then went back to her house did some crazy stuff..i took a shower we were supossed to hang otu with corey but he didnt end up goign to the mall..so lyd mol and i went and saw star wars (second time for me) that was fun...i wore a skirt and i ende dup puttingon mollys pants becasue..okay well she had a pair of panstinher purse? haha dont ask so i put those on and theni saw bob andhe was liek hey what are you doing stayignout trouble whiel i was puttingon pants andiwas like haha yah...it was just funny...and then mol depants me in front of a bunch of gusy and they were like WHAT THE FUCK...and then we went to lydias and molly video taped me doing..um crazy stuff...you wouldve had to bet here im not going into it haha...and theni came home and replyed to annoying comments in my journal...adn today i dindt have class but i had to go to work and help clean...so we pretty much sat there and talked and went home and bummed around in my swimming siut..and me and cat went to the mall and so were walking and she goes is that kwiatek? and i was like is that hannah?! and then we just laughed and by the tiem we coudl walk over hannah had aleady come over to say hi so we talked to them and went hunting for a disposable camera so we could take pictures of stuff....haha and then we saw steve and hannah again so we went and talked to them again about movies 9they were in suncoast) and beautiful people and jut whatever...hah..and then we left and they came and talked to us and helepd us pick out cloths to wear cause we were bored so we tryed stuff on haha....and me and cat have out clubbing cloths lined up even though we cant go clubbing for awhile...sigh* and since we never got our camera steve took a picture with his phone haha and they left and me and cat continued onto victoria secret where i helped her pick out q bra because shes crazy and doesnt knwo her bra size? ahhi did that with kyle too i knew his panst size..so if anyone doesnt know their size in something im handy to have around...haha anyway she found a cute one but we didnt buy anything..we did kick ass on some game we played thati cant spell 9(galaga?)and now im sitting here chatting...let me know if anyone wants to do something i usually just sit around
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[22 May 2005|12:53am] |
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So a lot of you dont know me very well..you might think you do(knowing someone isnt the amount of information you know about them...its the time spent with them the little things they do and say and the way they are)....chances are you have no idea...um..yeah that's not by accident?being blunt..i had a pretty fucked up childhood and its still kinda..well screwed up?...there are things that have happened in my life that i perposly dont tell people.....because i dont want them to know? and ive done things im not proud of. i used to be a good person id bottle everything up and go on my mary little way just trying to make it...i used tot hinkt hat everythign thathapened was normal and that it was supossed to happen and theni relized that it wasnt..and then i couldnt take it anymore and youve made me what i am now...i used to be selfless and wise, i used to be smart, and strong im not even half the personi used to be..and they say what doesnt kill youmakes you stronger..but this makes me weaker with every blow, the kind of wounds that dont heal with time..anyway! contrary to popular beliefe i do have problems..and the main one is definetly not some stupid guy(not that youre stupid but yeah..)....as im sure most of you think thats the root of my "depression"...youd be wrong in that assumption, dont assume you know me and dont assume that everything thats happened to me has been easy, or that it wasnt as hard because the majority of people...no wait actually everyone reading this has no fucking idea...i might be a certin way...i might act a certin way that you dotn understand? and things that happen migth affect me and mean nothing to you? like the one time when me and cat were riding the bus home froma volleyball game and i just randomly break down in tears because of a song! just a song that came onthe radio and she was so confused and didnt know what to do..yeah im not going to say no one has expirenced loss or pain like me becasue its not true and im not goign to spill my heart out in a livejournal..if you want to know ask..mayeb oen day ill tell you chances are you dont(want to know that is)..and im not going to say that im the only one whos gone through stuff like i have..but no one else has gone through this as me..just like no ones goen through youre shit exactly adn they dotn knwo how it feels to you...we all have our own shit so please dont assume that yours is worse than anyone else's or that no one else's is bad...some people generally have good lives..most people dont...life is supossed to be shitty...so everyone...before you assume that youve got it worse than anyoen else...try going through what theyve gone through or went through....theres a lot i want to say but cant right now...because the words wont come out..if you plan on being a probelm...leave me the fuck alone because i just want to enjoy myself and have fun...despite everything thats happened...i just want to have fun while i try to get by...its nice how people have no idea how they affect others at all...really nice.
Not everything's about you-
go head..sit there and hate me
cause i know how much you need someone to blame
but all of this isnt my fault
and its times like these when how you never cared really shows
you cant fight the inevitable..its gonna happen
so go head, sit there hate me..make it easier for me to move on
make it hurt so i wont wanna look back
even now..when i need you...when i dont want to...
like it matters right? why bother
youll know where to find me ill be waiting right where you left me
so if you hate me forever
youll never know..and ill go on holding this in
knowing that youll never know...
so what right? it never mattered anyway
no matter what you told me...it never did
and you walked away from me
im all give and no take..and youre all take in this game we play
well go ahead i dont have anything left to give
-you play to win...but you keep losing..and somehow i just cant win...
youll never see it
and you'll never know...
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Amy?
Birthday: July 24th
Birthplace: West Virginia
Current Location: My room
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: oh you know..its kind of dark/light brown but looks red and sometimes blonde? depending
Height: 5'8 or 5'9 or something?
Right Handed or Left Handed: both
Your Heritage: ha!
The Shoes You Wore Today: um....black flip flops with white bows and dc's
Your Weakness: aprently its guys? cause thats what everyone says but i dont know!
Your Fears: everyone i care about being hurt or dead
Your Perfect Pizza: cheese?
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: i dont really make goals...
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "hah"
Thoughts First Waking Up: " my god mom get out of my freaking room im trying to sleep!" or "im not turning that shit off...someone better shut that damn alarm clock off before i throw it at the wall"
Your Best Physical Feature: uh???
Your Bedtime: whenever i pass out
Your Most Missed Memory: danny....
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: depends on what im getting
Single or Group Dates: i wouldnt know
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: yeah..i dont really know the difference?
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: yuck...
Do you Smoke: never
Do you Swear: its been known to happen.
Do you Sing: hah yeah...well? not realy..
Do you Shower Daily: pretty much
Have you Been in Love: -_-
Do you want to go to College: yeah.
Do you want to get Married: if i find someone worth marrying?
Do you belive in yourself: yeah..not really
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: hah not really
Are you a Health Freak: no but im pretty healthy
Do you get along with your Parents: mom-no..dad-yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: usually
Do you play an Instrument: you could say that
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No.
In the past month have you Smoked: No.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Not that i remember?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no..i have eatin an entire box of oreos though haha..
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No.
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yeah
In the past month have you been Dumped: if you have to be going out with someone to get dumped no...otherwise yeah
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been called a Tease: haha yeah
Ever been Beaten up: haha i get beat a lot not technically beaten up..unless you count sara and lisa?
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: um...? im not even getting started on that one...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: idk yet...ive got a few things in mind..
What country would you most like to Visit: egypt or italy? maybe? idk...
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue maybe? idk i just like eyes...engeneral
Favourite Hair Color: depends on the persons skin uaually dark? unless its 12 oclock god hes hot haha( mol!!)
Short or Long Hair: depends again on the person usually long
Height: same height or taller than me
Weight: idk? 150-200 something?
Best Clothing Style: emo or i like it when guys wear preppy cloths whentherye not preppy? like polo shirts? and cute jeans haha
Number of Drugs I have taken: Never taken drugs....i will seldom take the medication im supossed to take haha
Number of CDs I own: rediculous amount...you can never have to many cd's haha??0:-)
Number of Piercings: none anymore
Number of Tattoos: currently none..lisas working on something though haha
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i lost count after like 300 million
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[21 May 2005|12:12am] |
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so this morning i woke up got ready went to work brett picked me upand showed me around and brought me home
then i bummed around for awhile and then took a shower and ate because i smelled like bleach we had ot clean and sweep and stuff so it was gross....anyway lisa came home at some piont...lexi has a pein and i wiggled mine around....oh no...i didnt say that haha...then me and her went and bougth stuff or her car and aqualung cd WHICH IS GREATT haha...and then came home and burned her about 15 or 20 of my cd's that she wanted whiel she fell asleep on my bed like a bum...then she took me out to katys
hah so we were supossed to have a movie marathon yeah that didnt happen haha we ran around..i got there kinda late cause lisa wouldnt drive untili gavehre medicine for her allergies so i had t findit? and yeah they were playing poool or whatever..and so we hung out and danced and just did crazy stuff...and at some piotn we started to play twister and i got chance to play but he gave up psh!! but i won because im great and unbeatable (muahah)...and then we ended up outside? and me and mikey climbed to the top of this huge tree and got stuck and nick had to tell me where to step so we could get down and then we climbed up even higher and then cat climed up higher and challenged me so i was liek psh hell no and got mroe stuck..really it wasnt a big deal buti finaly get out of the tree and mikey was liek nooo go back so im liek WHATTTTT and he hands me off nicks hat(so its really katys hat butits nicks hat?) hah and i climb upand hang ito n a branch mike goes up and grabs it throws it to me and cat put it in her pants adn hides it then it was in my shitr and pants then it was in cats pants ...and chance was chugging chocolate..idk it was crazy wrestling and dancing and volleybal? soccor? mikey went into cardiac arrest andi was a doctor we played catch with cat and then with me and cat..they were throwign us around..?? yeah..so WERE BASICALLY CRAZY? we were just completely goofing around outside for liek and hour or more and it was just crazy....then we went back inside and played team twister cat and tom and me and mikey and cat and tom and me and cat and tome and mikey - me and cat were the best team and me and mikey won becasu etom doesnt try!!!!! haha...but yeah so evreytiem we playtwister it ends up liek in the worst sex positions ever hahah and me and cat and mikey were like..our bodies were ocmpletely intewrtwined and tangled up..idk even knwo how it was possible for us to do that?....so they had camera...while mikes mom was talkignto katysmom....(moms always talk FOREVER) we decided we were goignto fidn the pictures adn get rid of them sicne theyre balck mail on me and cat and mikey....hardcore blackmail..haha so then cat mikey and i locked our sleves in a room and talked and sang? cause were dorks..and then everyoen over powered our door holding closed abilty so we locked our self in the bathroom and chance amy katy nick tom yeah they were completely looked out..kinda mad about that haha oh well...what can you doo.it just crazy ....we reeked havok...if i were katsy mom id have lost my mind oh and i think cat gave me a black eye but mayeb not becaus ie put ice on it THANKS CAT..ill make sure to elbow you in the eye nextime we do shoulder...idk i havent done that much crazy shit in forever...liek years haha
but it was a long day and im completely tired...so im gonna go..fidn somewhere to collaspe
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[18 May 2005|11:45pm] |
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so schools over finally!!! the last cuple of weeks went sooo slow...i was losing my mind...what was left of it haha so tuesday iwent and took a bunch of test came home and got in a fight with someone so thats always fun!!! and kurt helped..thanks idk if you read these? but thanks...so then i went to the parade and then i went to volleyball and then i ended up sleeping at lydids house...she was babysitting cause her moms in the hospital and her dad was gone so we just hung out and talked...about blow jobs? haha it was actually hilarious..you wouldve had to be there but um..we thought of this..liek horrow porn that would just sooo suck for the girl..haha so we just talked and hung out and i ate the rest of a carton of ice cream..never bad!...and we went to bed and woke up and got matt ready for school..well lydia woke up i woke up like 45 min after and then we went back to bed and slept until like 11 adn got up and ate and goofed around finally got dressed around...like 12:30 ashley came over we walked to twist and scoop met kelsey and then to tyler the guys were playign poker and so we went there bugged them lydia stole kaseys phone..and then we snuck into washington adn said hi to the teachers and then..went back to tylers to give kasey his phone cause he was pissed...then we ended up at kelseys and then back at lydias and then i was here?? and um everyone was supossed to come over but i ended up not doing much and chance came over and we hung out talked and watched a movie..he just left and im pretty bored so im writting this journal entry/listening to music/chatting..haha....but yeah my computers so screwed up i think ill ask doug to see if he can fix it...becase im out of ideas and i dont want to reformat it..oh well...tomorrows graduatoin and i have to go to that otherwise let me know if you wanna do something...
im sick of the constant bullshit...call me when you grow up!..i need to rethink things..id ratehr not spend all my time being pissed off and depressed...but im not going into that right now! i might go watch the storm? who knows...completely exhuasted chance wore me out;-) hah im kidding...but im gonna go..?? (which means ill probly be up for another 4937 hours, who sleeeps these days anyway haha not me!!)
i worry about you...:-/
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